Monday, December 29, 2008

Budak lepasan result :p

Hahhh , selesai satu masalah suda:) Eh eh korang , korang na amek aliran ape eh thun depan ? bitau dalam shoutbox okie ? thnks ^^

Ump , lpas amek results tu mmg ta tggu lame2 dahh aa smpai kawan2 ajak kuar mcd pn tamauuu . Heh . Pastu g makan ngan kakak and bf my kakak , wkakakak . Abah pong satu dok buat lawak , siap antar msg , "*A *B . TAHNIAH" =.=' Mcm nak penampaq je rase .

Makan makan makan smpai kenyang ,

Avoid fruit and nuts. You are what you eat
saya suka , awak ?

Pastu g jalan2 , ta boleh belah sungguh tgok sis saya bmanje dgn hubby dye , wtf , takpe2 . Kerek ehhh tinggal aku jalan sorang2 kt blkg :( [peeps , cepat2 la cari bf/gf , kang korang mnyesal , bahahah :p]

Yui Aragaki ,

Ohh myy ...

When I woke up , I've received some motivation message from my friends . Sry dude I cant rep ur msg cos my hands 'mengeletar' .

Fiuhhh , act I dont wanna go out to take my result bt my sis twisted my arm :( When I came to school , I saw many students and my friends too . I was veryveryvery nervous , atoii =.= God , help me liao , soso scare lei =(

I've noticed that one of my classmates got 8A's and 1C , waaaa , No wonder , he put his back into it and got good results . My teacher told me no one in my class got A's in Bahasa Arab , wth , bahasa arab really2 susah . Kan da kate arituuuuhhh .

Lets see how many A's their got (a few oni) :
Aiman : -
Faiz : 8A's
Mia : 6A's
Hannah : 4A's
Miza : 5A's
Shamira : -
Syiqin : 3A's =.='
Sakina : 8A's

I walk with a straight face to the teacher and ask for my results . And and slowly she gives me a piece of paper . Wahh , want im gonna to do now lei ? Okok , then I tnampak sket2 word "CEMERLANG" . Waaaa , mintak2 its really cemerlang , not jembalang :(

Na tau result elly ? Gahh , no need la ^^

Act , Im not so pro in maths and history , but in BI I sure everythings gonna be okayy bcos I've no much problem with BI eventho my english was bad , bahaha:D

ps ; sesape bole tolong ajar elly maths , any volunteers ? :p

feeling blue ,

Tomorrow ,

Tomorrow the PMR results will be out , okie for this topic i prefer use malay cos i feel more comfortable with it , thee :D

Okie , saya sngt risau , saya ta bole tido , saya pening , saya tak waras , saya takut , saya seram , saya rasa saya bangang sngt , saya rasa ta confident , saya rasa saya bodo , saya rasa saya bnyk buat salah , saya rasa tamau bangun pagi besok , saya rasa mcm nak penampaq suma ada kt keliling saya , saya rasa mcm nak bakar skola .

AHH fcuk off la PMR , pasni aku da takkan jmpe kau lagi , so relek suda la . tapi bolehkah saya relax ? ta takutkah saya ? Yaa , saya takut saja buat2 berani bak kata acap " org hebat mcm saya tak takut apa2 "

aaaaahhhh . hmmm . saya merasakan kekusutan otak yang sangat ketara sekarang . wahaha . poyo gile pulak pendahuluan saya kali ini . wakaka. hmm. kali ini saya bernekad hendak menggunakan bahasa baku. lebih canggih . woo~ *pfthh . sumpah poyo nak mampuss . haha .
besok saya amik result . wahh . selamba gile je bunyi . BESOK SAYA AMIK RESULLTTTTTT!!! ARGHHHH!!!! wakaka . histeria sikit la baru gempaqqq en ? aloh . melebih je doe . haha . so , jantung saya pun mcm nk terkeluar je dr dada ni . haha . dup dap dup dap . cuak kebebeh . ump . nk 9A ! plss plsss :) sape kasi saya 9A saya kasi die ceklat. weee~

Okie all I need to do is just take the result and walahh done ^^

good luck to everyone who will receive them . go go go ! :)

ps ; pakai baju ape ah g skola ? -_-"

i write , you read , deal ?

Myspace , Are you okayy ?

Just like the title . MySpace is very very slow right now . and this time , i'm not blaming the internet connection . It's MySpace's problem . 5 minutes to load a single song ? crazy . it's undecribable . haha . i'm such an impatient person yeah ? haha . really . if you know me well , you'll know that i'm impatient . trust me . get to know me better . and you'll understand what i mean . i'll complain about every single thing that goes slow . such a bad habit don't ya think so ?

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Promise me this

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything

to love me so ,

Promise that you'll never go ,
Promise never to be apart ,
Promise I will always be in your heart ,
Promise that you'll do your best , put the games to rest ,
Promise I'll be the one to you heart ,
Promise our love will never grow apart ,
Promise that you'll be my mate ,
Promise to love me with all it takes ,
Promise if we grow apart , you'll never break my heart ,
Promise if you have to go , you'll take with you my soul to hold ,
Promise I will love you too ,
Promise I wont break your heart ,
Promise if i have to go , your just take with me your soul.

ps ; Bimbo !
Nan dayo omae-wa ?

destiny failed me ,

Vietnam vs Singapore

Internet connection is getting bad in my house . no tagboard this time round cos I find it messy . so , if there's anything in particular you want to say , get through me by th phone . have not been catching with usual girlfs due to a tight schedule . cip is almost done cos I'm lagging behind the other groups . one week is going to end soon and school's gonna start . everything happened in a zap .

On wednesday , Singapore survived an endless stream of attacks to draw 1-0 with Vietnam in the first leg of their Southeast Asian championship semi-final .
This was their worst game so far , they didn't create any chances , NOOB ! I'm really disappointed in them . fancy saying so much , and now they are ashamed .

I wanted to write to the newspaper but I don't want this matter to blow up . so much for the complains .

I've got nerve (sugoku kinchou shite imasu)

Result PMR will coming soon dontcha ? Act , I'm not sure when but my friends saids its on 30th dec isnt ? Sry if I was wrong .

Well you know, It's difficult to get straight A's fr me cos I've make some stupid mistakes . And it's catch-as-catch-can . I realized it was a fool's errand but what can i do ? :( I'll never in a million years forget bout my foolish .
'Bahasa Arab' paper was quiet tough , && guess what ? I leave 2 pages cos my mind was blank besides it was a raining cats and dogs out there and I felt very sleepyyy . I told my friend about this and she saids " Have you gone out of your mind ?! " Haiz . Not gone out of my mind laarr , im just asking for trouble . Bahaha :p

PMR is really annoying and its bane of my life ! I've work my fingers to the bone and I hope everything gonna be alright and you cunts , keep your fingers crossed for me . heh . My mom told me not to worry , it'll all come out in the wash . Mama , abah , dont go bananas if my result not bring the house down :(

ps ; 2 days

with love ,

Saturday, December 27, 2008

Ugh , its back !

After watched Twilight , I felt like my fever's back , feel sad fer me :(
Maybe it's due to the weather .
I'm feeling so cold now . Cold on the outside & hot in the inside . Even tears are starting to roll down my cheeks cos of the heat. Okie , i think i'll go shower myself with cold water . REALLY REALLY COLD WATER . so maybe my temperature will go down . (fyi my temp now is 40 degree celcius)

damn weather . so cold .

xoxo ,


Apparently I sat home all day on this chair , photoshoping . && Im having a lot of fun , roflmfao !
Omfg . Guess what ? I've already watch Twilight . It not as good as the book . No offence:D

Friday, December 26, 2008

The deadly Dec 26 tsunami that changed our lives forever

It has been 1 year now but memories of that fateful day still lingers on for many .

I live in Penang Island . A quiet , peaceful and beautiful tropical island located in Peninsular Malaysia . An island that is reknowned for it's pristine white sandy beaches and is a very well known and popular tourist destination . On December 26 2004 - pandemonium struck . Giant waves swept into the coastal beaches of Penang and our lives changed forever .

When the tsunami first hit Penang , there was a news blackout for a few hours and many did not know what had really happened . You would be surprised that in some places no one even knew the magnitude of the disaster only until a few days later.

We now realise how fragile life really is and how easily it can be taken away from us .

happy 1st anniversary of the Tsunami tragedy:)


hello readers ,
didnt went out today .just slack at home .
and today karaoked with brother .haha funney bunney.and we sang old-rock malay songs .
yeahh so unsuitable for our ages but apparently we knew most of the songs .
weird though but im sure my neighbours would be sighing hearing our voices .
hahah who cares,we had fun:)

and i said romeo take me to somewhere we can be alone.

Then I start wonder

If only there's hope,
miracles will happen.

God had created the heaven and the earth and many creatures in 7days

He presented the most beautiful things to the man in the world
Therefore when you live in this world
No matter what you have been going through
If you know how to treasure all things will be most beautiful

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

I can live without you :D

Here I’m standing , in the middle of no where , staring aimlessly , my mind was blank,
feeling emotional , feeling tired , feeling stressed , feeling I’m nobody else .

When you came , you’re in my heart , sweet memories came into my mind , happy tears dropping out:'D

But suddenly , you let go , you pushed me away , you walked away , without saying a word , YOU LEFT ME ALONE CRYING.

Here I am , standing here , being tough , being strong , being happy . WITHOUT YOU:)
I dont need you here by my side , i dont need your love anymore , and when i feel your love deep inside , i'll forget , dont come knocking on my door when you need someone to hold , cos every door and windows is closed .

I can live without you
I'll be fine without you
I can do better on my own
I can live without you !

ps : 私はあなたなしでは生きていけない。

peace world ,

メリークリスマス (Merii Kurisumasu)

What is Christmas ? It is tenderness for the past, courage for the present , hope for the future . It is a fervent wish that every cup may overflow with blessings rich and eternal , and that every path may lead to peace .

I was making my list , I was checking it twice , In the middle of this , I got tears in my eyes , For in my foolish heart , There was one simple truth , The only gift I wanted was you.

Just before I go to sleep , I hear a church bell ring , Merry Christmas , ev'ryone
So I say a silent prayer , For creatures great and small , Peace on earth , goodwill to man .
Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas . I don't want a lot for Christmas , I won't even wish for snow. there is just one thing I need , I don't care about the presents , I'm just gonna keep on waiting . Underneath the Christmas tree , Underneath the mistletoe . I won't make a list and send it to the North Pole for Saint Nick . I won't even stay awake to . Hear those magic reindeer click . Cause I just want you here tonight . I just want you for my own , Holding on to me so tight . More than you could ever know , Make my wish come true... All I want for Christmas is YOU .

As the bittersweet night , Had come to an end , I was saying goodbye , To a family and friends . And they all wished me well . And I knew that I knew . I want you
filled in my stockings tomorrow morning . This is the prayer that I will keep:)

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

あなたがいなくて寂しいです。(Watashi wa anata ga inai node taihen sabishii) I miss you

Everyone says to give up on you bt they didnt see you like I do ur the one who broke my heart , you're the reason my world fell apart , you're the one who made me cry yet I still love you and I dont know why ? I knew Im not supposed to love you , Im not supposed to care and Im not supposed to live my life wishin you where Im not suppose to wonder where you are and what are do . Im sorry I cant help myself . I didnt know what to do , I was confused too . I couldnt get you out off my mind . Why couldnt you see ? I wanted you to fall in love with . I wanted you to see life through my eyes . It had been like a knife , straight throught my heart . When I'd heard what he'd said . It kept running trough my head . It was killing me inside . I couldnt believe he
find someone that meant everything for him . And all I did was simply hurt .

I make a poem fer him:)


Because everything you do ,

Makes me smile:)

Because every second spent with you ,

Is worthwhile.

Because when you laugh at me
I laugh too:D

Because everyone else can see ,

That I'm devoted to you.

Because I love your eyes ,

And the way they shine.

Because you don't tell lies ,

And you're so cute when you whine

Because when you get mad ,

You can't hide it.

Because even when you're sad ,

I can't find.

Because the way you hold me ,

Sends shivers down my spine.

Because your spirits so free ,

And your so damn fine.

Because I never stop thinking about you ,

It's just not fair.

Because you're so perfect.

And no one else can compare.

Monday, December 22, 2008

The Women Men Adore - Are You One of Them ?

Do you have one of those friends that seems to be the apple of every man's eye ? Seriously, it can be a bit annoying at times because every single guy wants them and not you . Well , there is a way you can become that woman and you can be one of the women men adore . Here are some tips to get you started , but if you really want to accomplish this goal you will probably have to spend a little money to gain the knowledge to do so

1. Build your Confidence

One of the sexiest qualities in any man or woman is their confidence . You need to know exactly how to build yours up so that you are as sexy as can be . The first part of this is to dress yourself with confidence . If you know you look great in what you are wearing it will show through in your attitude as well . You need to dress the way you will be most confident

2. Become comfortable with yourself

You have to know you are hot and know that you are who you are . When you are comfortable with who you are it makes it much easier for other people to be comfortable with you . This is a quality that might take some time to develop , but it is absolutely necessary if you want to be one of the women men adore

3. Be okay with rejection and not being liked all the time

When you have a very indifferent attitude you will become more desirable . This is the old trick that men use with women . When a man is around a highly attractive woman he will ignore her and she will come to him . Why lei ? She wants to know what is so special about him that he is the only one in the room not going after her . You need to do the same thing only you need to do it in a bit different of a way . You need to know how to make yourself desirable and mysterious at the same time . This will help you become one of the women men adore .

Major Culprit

Apparently I had fever attack right now. Damn this heat turns me red. I rather have flu than fever. It weakens me somehow.I'm all shivering. Well good news people give me a "get well soon" wish. wait for it hits 44 wishes and see if it came true. My muscle hurts too!*groan*

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Ump ,

betol ke ape yg aku buat nih ?
hmm . act aku rase mcm dye ta suke aku jehh
tapi kadang2 laen ,
ntah lehh , kadang2 msg pn wat saket aty je
aku mcm bangang je rase , pfft
sbb tu la kadang2 aku moody bile msg ngan dye
kuar g mane tahh , ta reti2 na gitau walaupn tgh gadoh
dye buat aku rasa cm "dye lagi baek"
cakap pasal ex aku , soh aku g kt ex aku

tekanan duhh :(
act aku ta reti na layan dye
maybe ta lame lagi bole kot . insya-ALLAH
and tlong la jgn tnye soklan ulang2 kaliiiii !
"u sayang pali lagi kan?"
e5 . mmg ta tjawab la aku =.=

Saturday, December 13, 2008

Never Been Replaced :)

gagap / tgok lyric :p
but ikhlass fer him ^^

Friday, December 12, 2008

Dont leave me ,

We've been through so much

You were my first love
And now I have to say goodbye
Oh god I wish this was a lie

When you leave, Ill be missing too
Cos you're a part of me and I'm a part of you
We were meant forever
And now were forced not to be together

He may be special too
But its impossible to be as great as you
I don't wanna let go yet
I wish I could go to bed and forget

A few weeks and it'll all be over
I wont heal, I wont let myself
Love isn't for only when you're older
Cos I'm sure you're my life
And without you will be he**

He said Ill have to move on
But I don't want you to be gone
Just know Ill always love you
Even as I sit here missing you
No one can wake me
From this place
You're taking away a part of me
It'll never be replaced

Align Center


Thursday, December 11, 2008

20 Firsts

1. Who was your first love?

Mohd Fadzliman b Zulkhairi :)

2. Who was your first kiss and when?

dunno , wait i'll ask my mom who kiss me 1st , mom or dad

3. Who was your first prom date?

friend from school

4. Who was your first room mate?

my sis

5. What was your first job?


6. What was your first car?

u mean , remote control car?

7.When did you go to your first funeral?

my gradfather i think =/

9. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?

idts :D

10. Who was your first grade teacher?


11. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?

langkawi . swt

13. Where did you go for your first date and who was it with?


14. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?

i wanted to be with himmm !

15. Who was your first best friend and are you still friends with them?

all my bestfriend =.=

16. Who was the first person to send you flowers?

err , i cnt remember =/

17. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parents house?


18. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?

i didn't call anybody cos it could be worse

19. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?


20. What is the first thing you do in the morning?

mengeliat ? :O

50 Things About Me :)

1. What is your best friends name?

anaez :)

2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now?

pink =/

3. What are you listening to right now?

A Little Piece of Heaven - avenged sevenfold

4. Whats your favorite number?

7 <33

5. What was the last thing you ate?

mee hailam [2min lepas]

6. If you were a crayon what color would you be?

hot pink:)

7. How is the weather right now?

err , biasa saja [mintak2 snow]

8. Who was the last person you talked 2 on the phone?

ump ,

9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?


10. Do you have a significant other?


11. Favorite TV show?


12. Siblings?

im the 3rd

13. Height?


14. Hair color?

black i think ^^

15. Eye Color?

dark dark brown

16. Do you wear contacts?

contacts lens

17. Favorite Holiday?

japan (8

18. Month?

december :)

19. Have you ever cried for no reason?

yea -_-"

20. What was the last movie you watched?


21. Favorite Day of the Year?

1st may <33

22. Are you too shy to ask someone out?


23. Can you do a headstand (not using the wall)?

nope , im too fat !

24. Hugs or Kisses?

kisses <33

25. Chocolate or Vanilla?


26. Do you want your friends to respond to this?


27. Who is most likely to respond?


28. Who is least likely to respond?


29. What books are you reading?

arrrrr , errrmmm , uhhh ,

30. Piercings?


31. Favorite movies?

koizora <333

32. Favorite football Team?

MU ?

33. what were u doing before this?

take a bath

34. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?

butter (:

37. Dogs or cats?


38. Favorite flower?

orked lahhh ,

39. Been caught doing something you weren't supposed to do?

yea :(

40. Do you have a best friend of the opposite sex?


41. Have you ever loved someone?


42. Who would you like to see right now?

him *wink*

43. Are you still friends with people from kindergarten?

ya , bahahaha

44. Have you ever fired a gun?


45. Do you like to travel by plane?


46. Right-handed or Left-handed?


47. How many pillows do you sleep with?

4 i think

48. Are you missing someone?

omfg yesss );

49. Do you have a Tattoo?


50. Anybody on myspace that you'd go on a date with?
blorp ^^

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

How to Make a Guy Fall For You - 6 Tricks to Attract a Guy

Every girl has thousands of tricks to make a guy fall in love with her what's important is chemistry between both of them. If there is no chemistry nothing can be done about the relationship, no matter how special that person is, it just results in breaking of hearts. Every girl wants a guy who loves her crazily. And if you are one of them you need to understand how to build up your personal magnetism.


These are few tricks to be followed to attract a guy and make him fall in love with. The first thing you should keep in mind is self confidence, confidence that you have the power to attract anyone in world, trust yourself that whatever you are doing is right

1. You pay attention to what he is saying just listen to his view point, this will realize him that you like talking him and give importance to him. If he is upset make him smile to show that you care about him. Talk about his likes and dislikes

2. Try to be little different from other women rather than talking about boring home stuff you should talk about his problems and other stuff related to him and it will be better if you talk about love and romance this will make him desperate to talk you more

3. Try to have a good sense of humor. Make efforts to bring smile on his face rather than talking about serious matters, this may annoy him. Try to flirt with him this may change his mood and develop some feeling for you

4. Try to buildup your personal magnetism and for these good textured clothes will help you out, make yourself as beautiful as you can

5. Try to make yourself a great person with a motivating, cheerful, caring, nature. Never talk about some other guy in front of the guy you like. First try to a friend and than a lover, this will give you time to understand each other


  • Never play games with the heart of a guy. Don't play the role of both a friend and a lover. This may confuse a guy about your feeling for him and push him under the burden of humiliation
  • If a guy is not interested in you don't try to push yourself. It is possible he is not thinking in same way as you are.
  • You should take care about the thing that if a person is trying to be kind and generous towards you that does not mean he likes you
  • Never have thinking that you want the guy at any cost specially when you know that he is already engaged with someone else

Now you know how to make a guy mad after you, but being a girl never forget your limits. Woman is another name of devotion and love, never hurt anyone. Be true and yourself. Use your natural femininity to make a person love you. Never think that love can never happen to you, a right person will surely meet you at right time, and you just need to identify him.

Finally, let me ask you...

Do you ever feel like you just can't find the right man for you? And if you did that he might not be attracted to YOU? Would you like to know how to change this?

Or is there a man in your life right now with whom you would like to take things from "casual" to "committed", but you're not sure exactly how to do it in a way that you know will work or even if he is interested in in YOU the same way?

Or are you in a relationship right now that seems to be growing "stale"because your man doesn't do nice things for you, call you, or make plans the way he used to and you'd like a fast and easy way to get things back to the way they used to be?

Does He Like You? Why are Guys So Hard to Read?

First off, regardless of what your heart tells you or how your mind forces you to think, DO NOT obsess with a guy you can never have. There are so many more fish in the sea, so many more guys you can love who actually deserve your love. Do not ever hurt yourself for some guy who will never learn to appreciate you. The signs are the following:

If you are his candidate for a Booty Call and then he doesn't know you during the day.

If he uses you.

If he abuses you.

If he hurts you. For instance, he calls you FAT. He doesn't tease you playfully, he downright treats you like garbage.

If he talks behind your back about you. If he starts rumours about YOU!

Understand this, guys can really be EVIL sometimes. Move on if you answered yes to any of the above.

Now that we've got that out of the way, here comes the juicy part. How can you tell if a guy likes you? YOU LIKE HIM. You feel it in the gut he likes you back. But you need some substantial proof. I will not go into the types of guys out there, because in the end, there will always be a group of guys who have no niche to fall into. These tips are not foolproof, since human nature is always fickle. So, I suggest you read this and use it as a reference and not your bible.

Strategy ONE

Ask him. He says he likes you. Case closed. You are done. But, fearing rejection, can you even do that? If only things were so simple. I'll tell you this. Just ask him. This will save you a lot of time. If he says no, then you can understand that he doesn't and may not even after knowing you for a bit of time. Therefore, it will be him who regrets later on when he falls for you in return, granted you guys will hang out and stuff... Maybe not, since if he does reject you, it will be too embarassing... So what you can do is this...

"Do you like me?"


"I knew it! I don't like you either." Haha!

"Do you like me?"

"Yes, as a friend."

"Me too. I was worried because I thought you didn't like me as a friend..." Saved!

If he says he likes you in a way that he likes you likes you and not as friend, then you've just scored yourself your dream guy

He blushes and sweats. You intimidate him.

He stares at you. (He can be a stalker, beware)

He does things to deliberately gain your attention.

He stutters when he speaks to you.

His pupils dilate when you are up close and you see them... Beware, pupils dilate when it is dim, mostly.

He waits for you. He looks out for you.

He laughs at your jokes when no one else does.

He teases you because he wants you to remember and notice him.

He listens to you and actually remembers little details.

He notices slight changes in your appearance.

He seems sad when you ignore him.

He seems jealous when you are with another guy. WHOO.

His friends all know you when you don't know them.

He smiles back when you smile at him.

He often stares at you and when you catch him, he does that cute head turn, very fast!

He performs sweet acts for you. He defends and protects you. He tolerates you being mean to him.


He is a smooth talker. He is very comfortable around you.

He places his hands on you with ease.

Every other girl likes him.


There are many more signs, but anyway, just go with your heart, take care of yourself, and let things happen naturally. If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.